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Do you  make New Year’s Resolutions?  I would say I kinda do, but I never keep them.  If I had kept them, I’d be in tip top shape with no sugar/carb addiction and a super clean organized house.

This year though, I don’t really have a choice but to find a new job, so that is going to be my resolution.  I’d also like to start doing some form of exercise again, and work on the sugar binging, but the main focus is to find a job.  Finding a job can be stressful, so trying to do it without a bowl of ice cream would just be too much.

It isn’t that I don’t like being home with Rocco, I just don’t think I am completely cut out to be a stay at home mom.. I am bored even though I never seem to have enough time to get things done.  I tried selling clothes for other people, I talked to some women who do it and make a decent extra income at it, but the amount of time it takes and the clothes all over the place… Not going to make me happy, or make me enough money, long term.  I have been doing a lot of eBay too, but again, that just means crap all over the house and it isn’t a solid income.

I thought about making a career change.. going to school for something like nutrition, or being a lactation consultant since I think breastfeeding is the single best thing you can do for your baby, but the thought of starting fresh at 36 when I already have a passion I am good at just doesn’t seem right at this point.  I have other interests and other things I probably could be good at, but radio is what I really love to do… The suck thing is that I do not want to move again but I think I’m starting to open my mind to the idea a little bit.

That sweet picture is me when I was 13.

I finished up my demo today… so wish me luck.

On that note, Rocco just woke up!